Just Be.

2009-10-21T07:39:00.003-05:00

Get Ready-Here is the Barn Boutique Vendor List!

2007-03-25T07:29:00.000-05:00

Sharing Cartoons together.
This picture was taken yesterday with the spy lens and it was hard not to giggle and alert them that I was clicking away. Sometimes I think I have two very independent of each other kids, then I see a picture like this and I know that they will always have a special bond with each other.

2007-03-25T07:19:00.000-05:00

The Human Pretzel
Yesterday, I was trying out one of my new lens (I call it my spy lens) and caught Ben watching Saturday morning cartoons tied up like this. Goodness, if only I was still this flexible.

2007-03-13T15:10:00.000-05:00

Baby Clean Fun
For the past two years, my college roommate, Michelle, and I have been co-writing and recording a CD called Baby Clean Fun (http://www.babycleanfun.com) The CD is a catchy mix of songs that are set up to assist parents in gaining cooperation from their children while performing mundane tasks like changing diapers, brushing teeth, cleaning up after meals. After the long wait, we finally have a huge amount of CDs being delivered this Friday. We hope to be able to start taking orders before Mother's Day! We also have some huge news coming soon....

2007-02-14T23:39:00.000-05:00

Valentine's Day 2007

Nothing but Snow& Ice! Everyone was home today so of course we got to go out and play for a bit. Nothing like sledding down your neighbors front lawn for an hour, then going inside to enjoy hot chocolate with marshmellows! Now you may ask what Ted and I exchanged for Valentines Day-the answer would be nada! I would rather have Ted surprise me with a cool gift on just a random day then get sucked into feeling he has to buy me something (I save that for my birthday LOL!)

2007-01-11T17:18:00.000-05:00

It is all about Balance
First off-Happy New Year!! I know I am the queen of lame when it comes to my personal blog over the last several months and it may seem as if I have fallen off the face of the earth. In all actuality, I have fallen into the trap of overloading my life and not being able to manage everything I have taken on. Working on that right now as I type.
2006 was an incredible year and was nothing short of a huge learning experience for me. I would like to share what I now know.
1. It is okay to say "NO."
2. Running a business is like being married. It's a whole lotta work.
3. Getting anything accomplished in government is a long, slow process.
4. Giving up sugar is one of the hardest things to do-worst then quitting smoking.
5. Kids grow up fast-enjoy every moment (good and bad)
6. My husband is a rock star (okay I knew that already, but trying to give him his props for putting up with me this year)
7. Lastly, Watch what you wish for, you may just get it.
Well everyone, stay tuned for more from me, i am trying to get back on track!

2006-11-22T07:45:00.000-05:00

The Scrappin' Dozen
Another pic of some cool ladies, supporting the Team Hope's Relay for Life Team. A whole day of scrappin' for a good cause!

2006-11-22T07:43:00.000-05:00

Ahoy Matey
Just an adorable picture of Ben in Costume. Gotta love those Walmart $.94 bandanas!

2006-08-30T20:35:00.000-05:00

Bad, Bad Blogger Beth.

It is the end of August and I had to post at least once this month to redeem myself to all of my loyal readers. My deepest apologies for being so flamin' lame! On Saturday, I plan to update this blog entirely and catch up on my life. See you then!

2006-07-09T19:27:00.000-05:00

What I have been doing for the last week-

Taking lots of PICTURES!! This is one of my in-laws and all of their grandchildren. I needed a good one to put in the paper for the Grandparents tribute in Sept. I am so happy that it came out this great I am doing a happy dance right now. There are lots more to come! PS-You might have to cllick on the picture for the full effect.

2006-06-30T16:20:00.000-05:00

Last post of June.
Today I finally got my toes done (God they needed it). They are painted Cayenne Pepper. To celebrate my newly painted feet, I went to Marshall's and got a pair of trendy sandals that only cost me $7. Went home to hang out with the family for a little bit. After putting everyone down for a nap, I stopped by Amy C's house to drop off some cash for a home sales party she is having tonight, that I can't make it to. I can't think of the lady's name right now, but she makes the coolest stuff, bags, keychains and she also decorates clothing. I will post the info at a later date. After coming home someone (a total stranger) called for the Grandparents Day special I am participating in. It is sponsored by Lancaster Newspapers Inc. It is going to be like their Mothers Day tribute, but with Grandparents instead. As you can imagine, after being advertised in the paper for the first time and actually having someone call me, I was so freakin' happy!! So to celebrate that, I went and took some pictures of my new day lilies that I just got this year. At this point I am waiting for our cool neighbors, Cheri and Sean, to come over for dinner. Afterwards we are going to see FIREWORKS!! I am so siked! This will be Cate and Alex's 1st time seeing fireworks, so I am not sure how they are going to do, but I am optimistic. One last thing, as I am sitting up here blogging important stuff, Ted is down stairs being Chef Ted and making dinner. If I have not mentioned this before, he is the best flaming cook. Okay-got to go. See you in July!!!

2006-06-28T21:36:00.000-05:00

Rain, Rain go Away!

This is more of a complaint post since, as I am typing this, I have not heard any rain at all. We did not get any water in the basement, but all of my tall flowers outside are ruined. The force of the rain either knocked them down or snapped the stems. Bummer. I must say since I used to live in Flood City (Gordonville) I will not complain too much since there was a time that I came home (after being forced to leave) not knowing if I would have a house or not. Those flower were really pretty though...

2006-06-25T15:08:00.000-05:00

Happy Birthday Erin!!
We've come a long way since 8th grade graduation. How some famous designer didn't hire one of us for these lovely creations I will never know. I know you are going thru it right now, but know I am here if you need me. FF.

2006-06-22T19:21:00.000-05:00

We have a Hummingbird.

Last year a friend of mine gave me a blooming plant called Bebalm (not sure of the spelling) It is in the Mint family, its stems are square, gets really tall and has red flowers at the top. One of the cool things about it is it attracts hummingbirds. Last year a couple of different hummingbirds visited our garden. Now I have heard that hummingbirds will return to the same place every year to eat. I can not be sure it is the same hummingbirds, but the other day two were buzzing around the bebalm, right outside the window. I have not figured out how I am going to get a picture of them, but as soon as I do, I will post them here.

2006-06-20T21:58:00.000-05:00

12 years.

It was today 12 years ago that Ted and I met on the Faulkner Chevrolet Used Car lot. Honey, I am so glad that lady had bad credit. Loving the ups and downs of this crazy ride and looking forward to another 12. I love you.

2006-06-18T21:40:00.000-05:00

Happy Fathers Day Ted!!!!!!!!!!!
Your kids absolutely adore you! They could not ask for a better Dad!

2006-06-17T21:30:00.000-05:00

I won't say the B word, but I do have some stuff going on!
This past weekend I had three photo shoots and they all went great! I am up to my ass proofing pics right now, but I love doing it. I also went to the annual Sheep Shack Shindig at my friend Colleens house and hung out with some of my college girlfriends. Have to give a shout of credit to my friend Fishbone who gets the prize for best "Keep the kids busy" award for bringing tons of glow sticks for every kid at the shindig. Each of my kids had strongman grips on those suckers when they were dead asleep.

2006-06-14T21:41:00.000-05:00

Ben and Tee-Ball-Perfect together.
I am so glad we registered Ben for Tee ball. It may be the sport he considers his favorite, because it certainly is not basketball. He improved every game and even threw someone out at the last game (almost unseen all season). He has the medal they gave him hanging from his bed so he can look at it everyday. I know I say all the time how proud I am of Ben, but the effort he put into listening and trying hard just makes me glow with pride. Next season just can't come soon enough!!

2006-06-12T21:23:00.000-05:00

Love these little nuts!!
Comments heard in the month of June:

Alex-"Mommy-you have nice breasts"
Cate-to give an affimative answer says "Yea Baby"
Alex-when faced with the nail clippers-"don't cut off my finger"
Cate-while eating Ted's homemade cinnamon buns "Daddy you are the best cook in the world"

2006-06-11T07:46:00.000-05:00

Happy that we were a small part.

Two years ago my Grandma Daisy passed away from her four year battle from cancer. Sometimes I miss her so much it hurts. One of the things I promised is that I would support the American Cancer Society. This picture was taken yesterday after the Cardwell family participated in the Relay for Life walk at Lancaster Catholic HS. We got up pretty early to cover the 7am to 8am slot. I was so proud of the kids, esp Cate and Alex, they walked by themselves the whole time. The team that we walked for was "Susan's Squad" which one of my co-workers founded when her good friend passed away from Cancer. It is one that I try and support through out the year. I read in the paper that Lancaster's Relay is the biggest in PA and 6th in the nation and to top that off this year all the teams raised over a million dollars. Hopefully everyones hard work will help with finding a cure for cancer. I am just happy to have helped a little bit.

2006-06-08T09:45:00.000-05:00

Ever have one of those days at work?

I am having one of those weeks. There are times when I feel totally trapped, knowing full well I get up everyday for my family not because I feel like I am making a difference. I know this too shall pass, but this week has totally sucked.

2006-06-06T21:12:00.000-05:00

Ben is a First Grader.

I picked Ben up today from his last day as a kindergartener. We went out to lunch at Old McDonald's, just the two of us and we talked about all the things he learned and all of the cool friends he made this year. Ben said he was a little sad when he realized he was not going to see his friends everyday, but was excited that he got a Summer Journal from his teacher Mrs Crouser (pictured with Ben above) to practice in. It was great to be able to get some Mommy/Ben time in. Ben really makes me feel blessed to be his mom. His sense of humor, smarts and caring attitude make up the best of this little boy who is officially a first grader.

2006-06-04T07:31:00.000-05:00

Ain't no stopping me now...

The Red Rose Run is OVER!! I took 10 minutes off my time from the last time I ran it!! This year I ran it in 1:08:38. My first two miles, I had averaged 11 min miles at that point, but I slipped on the pavement/grass in the county park and totally fell on my ass. That and the rain kinda held me back. I think I am going to add some bad weather simulators to the treadmill in the basement for training purposes. I ended up doing 13+ change minute per mile, but I am happy with how I did! I am as sore as can be as I type this, but it is sooo worth it. I am going to lay off the running for now and concentrate on dropping some more lbs. The plan is to cross train with Tae Bo, biking, walk/jogging and weight lifting until Jan. Then I am totally going to start training for next years race!!

2006-05-30T20:30:00.000-05:00

New Name and New Look

If you get a chance, take a look at the new website that Ted and I (with some help from Mark and Sharon) put together this weekend. My official new business name is Beth Cardwell Photography. I am keeping Just Be. as my slogan. Things are going well, I am already booked for June and have a couple of bookings in July. Thanks to everyone who has supported me with this-it really means a lot to me!

2006-05-30T20:27:00.000-05:00

Red Rose Run is in FOUR Days!!

I am ready. Looking to do solid 13 minute miles. Looking to beat my last RRR time of 1:18 minutes. Bottom line-Looking to finish anyway I can.

2006-05-24T17:46:00.000-05:00

I am just a LOST junkie trying to get a fix.

I have just a few hours to go until the season finale of LOST. I love this show so much, every character, every flashback and every plot. Yes, its true-I go look up spoilers on line and lurk on ABC's message boards to find out stuff. Really I can't help it-the show is sooo addicting. It is my guilty little pleasure...well that and Chipwich sandwiches. I am already counting the days to September when Season 3 will start.

2006-05-23T19:05:00.000-05:00

For anyone who wanted to know...

I have had so many people ask me why I use a 4 heart celtic knot as my business logo. Here is a picture why. This is my first tattoo (yes I have more than one) that I got at Penn State in May 1997, a couple of months before I got married. Ted designed my wedding band because of the knots border. My Mom created a stained glass replica of this tattoo and gave it to me as a housewarming gift. So to say that this tattoo is very meaningful me is an understatement, it was only natural that I use it as part of my business. To me the tattoo symbolizes 2 things, a bond of love that can not be broken and the four seasons that keep looping together to create the cycle of life. I dig it. By the way I took this picture myself and I am not naked (for all the prudes and pervs out there :)

2006-05-23T18:03:00.000-05:00

Lame in the month of May.

Gotta admit I have not kept up to well with the blog this month. Now those who are dedicated readers of this blog know the word "busy" would not ever be used in the same sentence with the words "I am". However, with added responsibility at work, training for the Red Rose Run, trying to market Just Be. Photography by Beth Cardwell with no budget, getting ready for actual CD production and most importantly being there for my husband and kids; I have found I have little time left over to blog. I think about blogging a lot and have great topics in my head, but they have not come to frutation. Couple of things that are looking up, blog wise, in June:
1.) Lost, Survivor and Prison Break are done for the summer. 2.) There is more daylight and I feel so much more awake at 8pm. 3.) Going to be on the computer a lot getting my website updated so I will use blogging as a much needed break. There you have it. To those of you who actually read this thing. I really did not think it would be around this long, so thanks for taking the time to read it and leave comments-they make my day!

2006-05-17T16:14:00.000-05:00

Meet our new pet.

His name is Burrito. He came home with us about three weeks ago from the pet store to live in a water lilly vase we have in the kitchen. As we are driving home from the store, I asked the kids what his name should be and Alex shouts out "Burrito!". After a heated debate (Ben wanted to name him Taco Man) we took a vote and the name Burrito won. Not quite sure where the mexican food name references came from-but Burrito seems to like the name (and us) enough to stay alive for more than a week.

2006-05-14T15:11:00.000-05:00

Ode to my Mom
I wrote a poem in High School (I think I was 15) that I found the other day and thought it would be perfect to post on my blog for Mother's Day. So Mom, Thank you for everything you have done (and still do) for me. I get it now. I know what a Mom has to do to make sure her kids are safe, healthy, happy and good decision makers. Sometimes it is not easy or fun. I appreciate your sacrifices and I love you very much.

My Mother:
My Mother is a person who is hard to understand
Sometimes she's my friend
Sometimes she's hard to stand
I wonder if her madness will ever end
And then, just like that she is my friend again
I know she loves me, but sometimes I wonder
Why she gets mad at my teenage plunders
Its a question unanswered, but maybe someday
When I'm old enough I'll be like her in everyway.

2006-05-14T14:58:00.000-05:00

Mothers Day Gift-
This is what Ted and the kids gave me for Mother's Day. I love it!! I had hinted that this would make a great birthday gift back in March. Ted being Ted, made it a surprise by getting it here by Mother's Day. The very talented Liz Eaton made this necklace and you can see her work at Hello Again

2006-05-02T16:42:00.000-05:00

Old hobbies revisited...
Last week I went to Penn State for a conference. I was a presenter for one of the sessions on Working with Female Offenders. I took it that I did a good job when one of the audience members came up to me afterwards and told me I am working on another "plane" and I would be rewarded for my good work later on. Cool- I could use the points. Plus, I was invited to present at another program in another county. Overall, it was a great conference: informative, interesting and thought provoking. Now for the old habits part. Before I took up scrapbooking and photography I used to say my hobbies were drinking beer and smoking cigarettes. Never to extreme excess, but I did smoke regularly and I was a weekend warrior. Things really changed for me once Ben was born and I totally stopped going to bars and quit smoking. Well, lets just say in Penn State I threw back a couple and smoked a few (3 to be exact). It was nice to go out and have a good time. Of course I felt like crap the next day so I do not plan go on a binge. The flashback to my college days was a fun short trip. I am glad to be home again.

2006-04-25T06:19:00.000-05:00

Passing on the Love of Reading.

This is a picture of my Dad and the kids this past weekend. All three of them were so engrossed with Grandpa reading "Where the Sidewalk Ends" by Shel Silverstein, they did not even look up as I was shooting away. He used to do the same thing for my brother and I and it is nice to see the tradition continue.

2006-04-23T13:13:00.000-05:00

Hmmm...

How You Live Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness.

You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.

Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot!

You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them.

How Do You Live Your Life?

2006-04-21T15:09:00.000-05:00

Going for Vintage Chic-What do you think??

Trying some new stuff that I want to be able to offer clients. Need some feedback on the over all look of this. Thanks!

2006-04-21T00:37:00.000-05:00

Draw the Poison out and then let it go.

The best thing I have done for myself lately is to identify people in my life who are just nothing but stress, headaches and hurt feelings. I am letting them go. Not that I may never talk to them again, but I will not spend any time thinking about them. How they hurt my feelings, how they are nuts, how they treat other people horrible. All I am looking for is to be a happy, positive person. That is hard enough to do with just regular life-let alone with the Turkeys getting you down. It doesn't matter what you do or say, certain people are going to be nothing but either a drain of positive energy or straight up poison. I know everyone reading this knows what I am talking about-the crazy relative (I know-which one), the too cool for school co-worker, the person that is all about what you can do for them. Just going to let them go. Peace out.

2006-04-18T20:02:00.000-05:00

My little Brother is all grown up.

This is my Brother Mark and his wife Sharon. I had a blast hanging out with them Easter weekend and was bummed when they headed out. They are so cute and in love (picture me gagging). I don't know what Sharon has done to Mark, but he seems so happy -Yikes-that can't be-not my dark cloud artist Brother. It's true. He even helped out with domestic stuff this weekend and usually that just isn't his thing. God-Love is Powerful! So Sharon, if your reading this, Thank you for loving my Brother. He means a lot to me and you do as well. Mark, if your reading this, be good to Sharon so she doesn't leave your butt :) See you guys in May!

For anyone else who wants to see how creative this couple is, check out their website www.magicjunk.com

2006-04-18T19:22:00.000-05:00

My favorite shot from Easter.

Gotta love the hat! If you look really close you can see my sister in law and I in Cate's eyes.

2006-04-18T06:41:00.000-05:00

My "Babies" are 3!!!

I can not believe it! I feel like I blinked my eyes and all of a sudden instead of two little babies I have two little people with these incredible personalities. Personalities that can make you pee your pants laughing one minute to wishing "Kid tossing" was legal the next. Every time I get an "I love you Mommy" I can't but help but feel like the luckiest woman in the world.

On Saturday we celebrated their birthdays with family and friends. We got our cakes from the "Cake Lady"-Alex wanted Vanilla cake with Spider Man and Cate wanted Chocolate cake with a Princess. On top of hosting family for the weekend and having a party and getting ready for Easter, Ted and I decided to put Cate and Alex in regular underwear. So every 1/2 an hour we get both of them to pee/poop. We live for this excitement!

I look forward to the next three years and will not wish a second of it away!

2006-04-04T20:37:00.000-05:00

For as long as I can...

I will not address anyone as Dude, Man or Dog. I will also refrain from using them in any form of communication.

2006-04-03T05:58:00.000-05:00

One is Silver and the other Gold.

The title of this blog post is the last line of a poem about old and new friends. Old friends are Gold. At least mine are. These are my Glassboro Girls. I grew up with them. They have seen me through soooo many stages of my life and I have done the same with them. We all lead such different lives and it makes getting together so crazy. This is the first time in over 2 years that we have all been together in the same place at the same time. Even after 15 years of following our own paths, we still can hang out, stuff our faces and catch up on all of the things going on. If I don't say it enough all of these women are precious in my life-much better than Gold.

2006-03-27T19:28:00.000-05:00

Creative Consultants

This photo is the first draft of what is going to be somewhere on the Baby Clean Fun CD. The kids were not the most cooperative so I had to do a ton of Photoshopping on this pic. It looks like June is (hopefully) when we will be releasing the CD!! Michelle and I are soooo excited for this! I will keep everyone updated.

2006-03-25T09:52:00.000-05:00

I have started a love affair.

I didn't want to at first. He wasn't my type. But my old love was getting just that-old. An offer was made that I just could not refuse. Then I took a little "ride" and I was hooked....
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Now before you all get on the phone to call Ted and let him know of my infidelity, I just got a new car. It is a 2002 Dodge Stratus. My Grandpa Jay traded it in for a new car and the dealership sold it to us as a courtesy sale. Grandpa Jay also gave us $ to help pay for it (Thank you so much Grandpa!). So now I have a decent car with only 14,000 miles on it, 3 years left of a bumper to bumper warranty and no car payment. Plus Ted adjusted the seat for me so that I can see and it drives like a dream. The love affair continues...

2006-03-25T09:45:00.000-05:00

Therapy Friday.

My college roommate Barb and I try to get together once a month for dinner and what we fondly call "Therapy Friday". Usually it is a total get it off your chest talk fest and last night was no different. We ate at this kick ass Mexican restaurant in Kennett Square and yapped away. I don't think there is anywhere I can get solid and sound life advise for $27 (Barb you can get the next session).

2006-03-23T21:13:00.000-05:00

Take a walk with me.

This picture just reminds me of every hardship, every sacrifice, every poopy diaper, every sleepless night, every tear and how every second is worth it.

2006-03-21T20:39:00.000-05:00

I love this pic!

Had a photo shoot the other day with this precious baby girl who was just over a week old. This picture gets me a little vaclempt (translation-teary eyed) every time I look at it. The Daddy in the pic is a Marine who looked at his baby girl with love and awe. The funniest thing about the whole shoot is that she did not like to be uncovered and let us know by peeing on us twice!

2006-03-21T20:21:00.000-05:00

Hey Margo-Thanks for "Beadazzling" me!

Little gift I got on St. Patty's Day!

2006-03-21T20:12:00.000-05:00

8 Minute Abs

For the last three weeks, the Cardwell family (mostly Ben and I) have worked out to a video called 8 minute abs. I don't think I have laughed so hard as I did the other nite watching the whole family on the livingroom floor doing crunches. Cate would do one crunch and go "ouch that really hurt", while Alex mostly laid on the floor and rolled around. I can actually get thru the whole eight minutes at this point as can Ben. He motivates me every nite by wanting to do the video. I may never have a six pack but having Ben tell me my stomach looks smaller is reward enough!

2006-03-21T20:00:00.000-05:00

Happy Birthday Ted-How about I get you Rita's Water Ice!

Today was Ted's B-day (plus the first day of Spring-yeah!) and the kids and I woke him up with a birthday orange. You heard me right-- I plugged a candle in an orange, lit it and sang Happy Birthday to him. We are trying to make healthy choices you know. I had to go to work today, but came home at lunch to give Ted some "Personal Down Time"-he went to the store to buy fixin's for French Onion Soup (so I guess the cookbooks I got him scored some points this year) After dinner we went to Rita's for some free water ice and it was packed! The funniest thing about the whole Rita's trip was sitting in the van watching Alex shivering while still shoveling water ice in his mouth.

2006-03-16T22:20:00.000-05:00

Bubbles and Blue Eyes

These pics are from a recent shoot. I adore the bubble shot and the blue eyes on this little boy are to die for. It was a fun shoot and I was really happy with the results!

2006-03-14T19:12:00.000-05:00

Running, shooting, and sleeping.

Not much more than that. I am up to 24 minutes running (about 2 miles) but have been nursing my foot which I somehow injured. It may be from my large frame constantly pounding on it, but who knows. Ted and I got each other an exercise bike for our B-days so I plan to use that to break up the running a bit. I have had a few photo shoots which I will post pics of soon. As for sleeping, I get it when I can. Since getting up at 5:40am every morning, I find myself totally out of it by 8pm every nite. This "not really a spring chicken" anymore needs her beauty rest.

2006-03-06T12:13:00.000-05:00

You say its your birthday, well its my birthday too!

I am 34 and I have had the best day! I took a vacation day from work and Ted let me sleep in. Got hand picked beautiful earrings from Ben, a Itunes CD and 10 lb dumbells from Ted and Hot pink boots from Cate and Alex. Gpa Jay sent a check, as did my Mom and Dad. Mark and Sharon hooked a sister up with a GC from Amazon and my neighbor Joy brought over a bouquet of flowers. Barb came down and took me out to lunch and I got calls and cards from Jen S, Liz, Erin/Kelley, Angela, Michelle and my Aunt Kathy. My friend Kelly S. even posted on her blog about my B-Day! To top it all off, Ted made me a chocolate cake with caramel icing-yum! I was just spoiled rotten today and feel humbled by the people who know how much I love celebrating my B-day and care enough about me to wish me well. Really it means I am frickin' lucky. I'll take the luck and the extra year under my belt and look forward to the next 364 days! Thanks to everyone who made this birthday a special one!

2006-03-05T08:49:00.000-05:00

I have been officially blogging for six months!

For anyone who said I could not do it, thought I was nuts, or has commented on my blog under the name "Mr. Bigwords" or "Busy McBusyson"...

Blogging strong baby WOO!

I am going to end my blog today with my top ten likes and dislikes-

Likes:
1. Ted, Ben, Alex and Cate (Of course)
2. My Digital Rebel XT
3. The two new women they hired at work
4. Scrapbooking-when I do it.
5. Tax refunds
6. BYOC
7. Jeffrey Gaines (see my post below)
8. My new green boots
9. Lite Cool Whip
10. The feeling right after I work out.

Dislikes:
1. Shopping at Park City on a Saturday
2. Underware that cost $12.50 a pair
3. DSD
4. Snarky people
5. Being cold
6. Crash Moments
7. Beer
8. When I lose things
9. Not winning the Powerball on 2/18.
10. The feeling right before I work out.

2006-03-04T08:17:00.000-05:00

I like you.

"I like you" is one of the songs that Jeffrey Gaines sings. I started to listen to Jeffrey Gaines when I was in college and loved him. Saw him in a club in Harrisburg-loved him even more(he is incredible live)!! When his second CD came out, I had just started dating Ted and "I like you" was the first track on the CD. So it became our official first song. I have seen Jeffrey at the Whitaker Center in Harrisburg 2xs, at the Blue Star in Lancaster, once for a promotional lunch concert in Lancaster hosted by FM97 and last night I saw him at the Chameleon. When Jeffrey started singing, it took me back, made me dance and scream out all of the lyrics I of course know by heart. At the end of the show, he played our song and Ted and I danced/jumped around together at the front of the stage. Afterwards, I got my picture with Jeffrey and one of the opening acts Adam K. What a night!!!! You rock Jeffrey Gaines!

2006-02-26T20:04:00.000-05:00

Purple People Eater?

No-just Cate with my Magic Scarf over her head. She told me she was a Sesame Street monster.

2006-02-24T20:57:00.000-05:00

One of my new Promotional Pictures.

I am donating a Photo session to the Humane League's Wag & whiskers fund raising event on March 4th. Hopefully it will bring some $ to support a good cause as well as giving me some exposure. I took this picture a couple of weeks ago and thought it would be perfect for one of my displays for the auction.

2006-02-22T18:22:00.000-05:00

Uncle Sam is the Man!

At least this year. We did our taxes today and did pretty well. I want to make an extra payment on the mortgage and maybe pay down some of our Visa (which has to be paid off by the end of 2006-I promised myself). If there is any left, we are looking into getting new carpet in the livingroom. I love getting my hard earned money back!

2006-02-20T18:08:00.000-05:00

Here comes Mr. Washcloth!

If I had not mentioned this before, my friend Michelle and I are recording a children's CD. We made up songs that will provide parents with a distraction for sometimes tough jobs like washing faces, brushing teeth, and cleaning up toys. Sing the songs, the child is distracted/or having fun and Tada! No more fussing over simples tasks. Anyone with a toddler can most likely relate to what I am talking about. Today we finished up the singing parts of the CD so the producer is going to do all of the mixing and finishing touches. Michelle and I need to put together our website and the CD cover. We are hoping to have a CD launch party in the summer. I will keep everyone posted!

2006-02-14T02:07:00.000-05:00

Sorry Bonnie Tyler, I have a HERO!!

I wrote a list of things I wanted in a man while I was in college-long before I met Ted (notice the list says Beth Sahm). I have recently found the list and Ted meets almost all of the "qualifications". The only one he does not meet is his eyes are brown (I think I can live with that). While our relationship is far from perfect, I know I found the perfect man for me. We face all things together and we are a team. Everyday I truly love him a little bit more.

2006-02-13T21:54:00.000-05:00

Because I don't have anything better to do (But I am still siked!!)

Two weeks ago I interviewed with the West Lampeter Township Supervisors (all 5 of them) for a position on the townships Park and Recreation board. Today I got a letter in the mail, it reads:

Dear Ms. Cardwell,

I am pleased to announce that you have been appointed to serve as a member on the Park & Recreation Board for West Lampeter Township. The term of your appointment expires the end of 2010.

Congratulations and most of all, thank you! Appointed offcials, such as yourself, play a vital role in providing quality service to our residents and constituents.

The Board of Supervisors and I look forward to working with you and appreciate your desire to serve our community.

Sincerely,
Raymond D'Agostino, Jr.
Township Manager

I am really excited about this! Getting to volunteer for my community while learning about local government-it can't be beat. This is perfect for my schedule as well, the board only meets once a month. Looking forward to my first meeting!

2006-02-11T09:48:00.000-05:00

I won a Photo Challenge!

I did not win a cash prize. I did not win a trophy. I did not win international fame. I did however win the admiration of my peers, people who call themselves Photographers. There was a "Red" challenge on the Two Peas in a Bucket photoboard. My picture was picked. What a great feeling! Below is the picture that I entered.

2006-02-10T21:30:00.000-05:00

What's up GREEN Boots!!!

I would like to publicly thank Deb B. from work for getting me the Green Boots that Cate is modeling in the picture below. These boots have been something I have wanted for 2 years. I saw they were on clearance in the Lands End catalog, but restrained myself know full well that it would be a frivolous purchase. Ted and I want to be totally out of debt and not use the credit card so I would have been breaking our deal if I would have ordered the boots.

Today, Deb comes to my desk with a wrapped package and puts it on my desk saying " I wanted to wait to give you this for your B-Day, but you might need them this weekend" When I saw what they were I almost tackled her!! Deb is such a wonderful, thoughtful person, who gives so much to so many people. She knew I wanted to get those boots last winter and also overheard me talking about not getting them from the clearance catalog. Deb said she was impressed with my self control. Deb-if you are reading this THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!!!!!!! I love them!! Of course they look cute on Cate, but they look hot on me :)

2006-02-09T21:52:00.000-05:00

Got some new borders.

First off this picture is of the flowers Ted gave me recently (a bonus to the upgraded "Gold Package"). They were so lovely and such a surprise I had to get some pictures. My husband is the bomb!

The scroll border is one of 15 I got from http://www.blairblanks.com/borders/
They really add some pizzazz to my pictures, plus give them a finished look. I have been playing with them for the last two days and can not wait to use them on collages for customers.

2006-02-09T21:30:00.000-05:00

Working towards...

Saw this sign in November on my way back from a photo shoot and had to get a picture of it. Today I walked past the sign on my way to take a client out for a job search and thought two things- A.) I have a picture somewhere of that sign. B.) A quote I recently read- "Peace-It does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble, or hard work. It means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart.

With all the changes going on in my life right now and in the up coming months I am working on my calm heart.

2006-02-06T21:10:00.000-05:00

Oh no he didn't...

Oh Yes he did!! Tonight while watching Journey to Ernie, Ben decided that his bangs were in his eyes. So he got a pair of scissors, stood over the trash can, grabbed a chunk of bangs and SNIP. When confronted about his new career as a stylist he lied and said "No mom I didn't cut my hair" . I tried really hard not to laugh. His punishment: For the crime of hair butchering- no book or song before bed. For the blatant lie-he is not allowed to stay up and watch "Biggest Loser" with me this week.

2006-02-05T08:57:00.000-05:00

BUBBLICIOUS!

2006-02-03T20:50:00.000-05:00

10 minutes-WOO-HOO!

That is right. Beth "Large and In Charge" Cardwell ran 10 minutes on the treadmill today (plus I walked 36 more). Look out RED ROSE RUN here I come. My Goal: Make it across the finish line before they start cleaning up. My Ultimate Goal: Finish this 5 mile race in a hour. Uh-oh. Getting flash backs of High School...(Cheer with clapping) Aw I can do it. Put my mind to it. Buckle down, buckle down. Do it! Do it! Do it! Woo!!!!

2006-02-02T20:48:00.000-05:00

Happy Groundhog Day!!!

Six more weeks of Winter??? Really? I thought it was Spring already-Silly me. I know, I know-I just jinxed us to the blizzard of the century!

2006-01-31T20:43:00.000-05:00

13 years, 13 years...

Happy Anniversary to me! I have worked for the County of Lancaster for 13 years. Things are looking up-the powers that may be are hiring a female PO to give me some much needed relief and I am presenting at a big conference in April at Penn State. So I am glad that I am still a lowly PO. Gonna keep crackin'!

2006-01-29T21:17:00.000-05:00

Croppin' for a Cure.

Yesterday my Mom and I went to an all day crop in Lititz. Cindy W., my scrappin' buddy organized the event and it was sponsered by St. Paul's Team Hope which is a Relay for Life team. For anyone who doesn't know, Relay for Life raises money for Cancer research. I always support Relay for Life teams, so I donated Photography services for the silent auction. For lunch we had our pick from 9 different soups and the snacks they served were out of this world. There were give aways, a really cool goodie bag and a grand prize-which I won!!! On top of all this, I got a ton of pages completed in Cate and Alex's scrapbooks. Did I mention that this only cost $20 to go?? That is so reasonable. The next event is in May, if anyone is interested just call me and I will give your name to Cindy.

This is Cindy.

Grand Prize Winner!!

2006-01-22T20:59:00.000-05:00

Oh Yes Its Ladies Nite....

To sum it up in one word...FUN! I love hanging out with my college women. We had a blast and stayed up way to late. Only one casualty of the night and that was Marci with the stomach flu, who had to leave early. There are some hilarious videos- Michelle telling us how much she wants a dog, Shelle getting hazed and Singing Happy Birthday to Barb, Janay, Michelle and Weber. Went to bed at 3am (Yikes!) In the morning Ted made waffles and bacon (and lots of coffee). Looking forward to the next event at Fishbones! Oh and a shout out to Jen Sartori, who we made sure was in the group picture--No worries Jen, we poured a little bit out for you.

2006-01-20T15:50:00.000-05:00

Back on Scrap.

A friend of mine invited me to come over her house tonight to scrapbook and I can not wait!! With starting the business, I have really neglected scrapbooking and I miss it. One of my goals for 2006 is to finish Cate and Alex's first year scrapbook. Gotta get scrappin'!! On the 27th and 28th of this month I am going to be participating in Crops as well. Hopefully it will kick start me.

2006-01-13T20:47:00.000-05:00

These are my MU Peeps:
I can not begin to tell you what these women mean to me. All of them had a huge impact on who I am today. If I needed a shoulder to cry on or a kick in the ass you could bet your bottom $ I would get it. College was a blast-mostly because I got to spend it with this nutty bunch. The best part-over the years I have: seen them fall in love, helped them move, celebrated with them when they got a new job, was there for their weddings, cried with them when things sucked and held their precious babies. You really can't ask for more than that. So what could top having all of them over my place next Saturday?? Not much. So ladies, be ready to raise a few! Can't wait to see you all!!

2006-01-13T19:49:00.000-05:00

TGIF!

Whew! Made it through the first five day work week I have had in over a month. It was brutal. Lots of people needing jobs and very few jobs to get them. I have no worries though, since my other co-worker got the job as supervisor, they posted the open position. Which means I will be getting someone to help with the crazy number of females being referred to the Community Connections Program. That is the best news I heard all week. Not going to dwell that I work in the "Men Only" area of our office-it would just bum me out that office policy and CAs have isolated me a bit. Besides, why on God's green earth would I want to be a guy?? Bottom Line: Some of the burnt out feelings I have been having are fading slightly and I am hopeful for an exciting, fulfilling year at work.

2006-01-10T20:25:00.000-05:00

I am no Picasso.

It all started when someone gave me a card by Sark. Sark said to let your inner critic go and paint away. My brother (who is on my side at all times) humored me and made me this GIANT canvas. He also gave me some brushes and paints. Granted it took me two years to finally get around to doing any painting, but once I did, I went nuts. I don't know why I was fixed on circles but as you can see I liked them- a lot. The painting dried and I bugged Ted for days to hang it in our bedroom. It is actually not finished. Cate and Alex's hand prints are not on the painting yet and I want to put two more quotes on it. Then my masterpiece will be complete. I call it "Life by Beth".

2006-01-08T17:22:00.000-05:00

Just another day...

Not too much excitement today. Ted had to work all morning and is now getting some really well deserved time to hang out with his friends. The kids and I have had a pretty laid back day. Took down the Christmas ornaments and watched Spiderman. We did have a dance party with an eclectic mix of music from Veggie Tales to Gorillaz. Presently, Ben is honing his art skills in the studio with me and Cate and Alex are going through some books. I did get this pic of the kids right after Alex had to take a time out for eating the kid toothpaste (little turkey waited until I was indisposed in the ladies room). Other than gearing up for the first five day work week in over a month, I am hoping to scrounge some time tonight to scrapbook. We'll see.

2006-01-05T20:24:00.000-05:00

Honey, Feeling a little...

2006-01-05T15:37:00.000-05:00

Comment heard today-

While at work I heard someone say that "people are so wrapped up in their daily lives that they don't care about national or world wide problems".

Hmmm. I tend to agree with that to a certain extent. I have so much crap to remember on a daily basis to recall the name of the Israeli prime minister (although I do hope he recovers ok from the stroke he just had). Does that make me apathetic? I am sure some would be like "Heck yeah!". I try everyday to catch the local and worldwide headlines to keep me somewhat updated, but I know I would like to be more informed.

Now to stir things up a little bit- For all of those people out there who would say that they are really involved in political or social issues, how do you handle your everyday life?? Do you concentrate so much on what is going on out there that you are missing things right in front of you? Just asking (so don't get anything in a bunch). I think the key is balance-which I am still working on.

2006-01-04T23:03:00.000-05:00

The Scotland Fund-

For the last 6 years I have been putting all of my loose change into this large glass water bottle in the hopes that when it is filled Ted and I will go to Scotland (Ireland & England). My poker winnings from the last year have gone in there as well and if you look really close you may notice some toys (Cate and Alex's contribution). You may wonder why I want to go to Scotland so bad. Well, I blame one too many romance novels based in Scotland & Ireland. It may take several more years to fill this beast, but the reward at the end will be worth all of the time and saving.

2006-01-04T22:54:00.000-05:00

For anyone following...

After doing some serious thinking, I realized that the Supervisors job that I applied and interviewed for was not what I really wanted right now. Dropped myself from the running.

2006-01-03T23:03:00.000-05:00

Happy Birthday Barb and Toni !!!!

Hope you both had a great day!

2006-01-03T22:18:00.000-05:00

Holy Crap! It is 2006!

It is blowing my mind that 2006 is here!! On New Years Eve I was pondering how crazy and wonderful this life has been. I also reminded myself as I looked back to 2000 when I had a 2 week old baby in my arms, how much it has changed. I keep living my boring little life and loving most of it (can't say I like poopy diapers, snarky peeps or cold rainy days) I am glad my life, and I, are not perfect. It gives me things to work on.

Most of the time, I would like to think that I am a truly a unique individual who skips, dances and strolls to the beat of my own drum. However like most people, I thought of several things I would like to do to improve both myself and my life-you may call them resolutions if you would like. So here goes:

1. I will take a picture everyday.
2. I will embrace change- even it kicks me in the ass.
3. I will get Cate and Alex's Scrapbook done this year.
4. I will not waste too much time worrying.
5. I will, by all that is good and healthy, be able to run a mile in under 9 mins.
6. I will not watch American Idol (at home) this year.

Okay, there you have it. Started working on #5 today and I wish I had a video camera, cause I would have won "Americas funniest Home Videos" for certain. Additionally, I want to give a shout out to my husband who did not laugh or shake his head at the witnessing of my running on a treadmill.

Hope everyone reading this had a great Holiday and I hope 2006 holds all exciting and wonderful adventures for you!!

2005-12-29T20:21:00.000-05:00

Look What Santa Brought:

2005-12-16T23:19:00.000-05:00

LET IT SNOW....

2005-12-12T21:54:00.000-05:00

MY SECRET SANTA ROCKS!!!!

They have been so generous-an ornament, candy and other fun treats. Today they got me the coolest mug with a "Nice" on one side and "Naughty" on the other (if that is not me, I don't know what is). Someone else got one last week and I fell in love with it and next thing I know my SS is hooking a sister up! So Secret Santa if you are reading this--You are the Mac Daddy (or Mama) of Secret gift giving!! Thanks!
**Found out my Secret Santa did not give me the mug-which actually totally threw me off from guessing who it was. Jim N. was my SS and he did a really great job and hooked me up with a Gift Cert to Barnes and Noble. Cindy got me the mug (thanks Cindy!!)

2005-12-12T21:47:00.000-05:00

For the Record...

I put in an application/resume for the Supervisors position that opened up in my office. Not 100% sure I want the job, but I do want an opportunity to at least interview for it. I will keep you posted.

2005-12-12T21:33:00.000-05:00

Someone stole the lucky penny!!

Today as I was crossing the street and went to look for my lucky penny (GASP) it was not there! Now I am too much a believer in coincidence to think that my blogging about my lucky penny did not have something to do with its disappearance. However, I have found that I am not upset in the least, because karma has a way of coming around. My pocket is now lined with an additional $.37. I found a quarter, a dime and 2 pennies all in different locations today. Sweet. Take that to the bank penny thief!

2005-12-10T10:11:00.000-05:00

Tis the Season...

Holiday To Do List-

On-line Christmas shopping-Check
In-Store Christmas shopping(at least everything I have to get)-Check
Christmas Tree up-Today (hopefully)
Christmas Lights outside-Today (if I can talk Ted into it)
Family Holiday Picture-Yeah right.
Christmas Cards-Oh crap-totally forgot.
Christmas Decorations-If I can find them.

Okay-I still have some work to do-

2005-12-07T22:26:00.000-05:00

2005-12-07T22:22:00.000-05:00

Lost is a repeat tonight.

Bummer.

2005-12-06T20:47:00.000-05:00

God I love this kid! His school hosted a sale where the students can buy inexpensive gifts for their families. He came home with something for me, giggled and told me he wasn't telling me what it is. I can't wait to see. Have I mentioned how much I love this kid??

2005-12-06T20:14:00.000-05:00

Hello, My name is Beth and I am a lifer...

While I was reading my brother Mark's blog today http://www.magicjunk.com/blog/ I realized that I will be celebrating my 13 year anniversary with the County of Lancaster this January. HOLY CRAP!!! 13 YEARS!! But it's okay--I really like my job. Let me clarify: I like what I do (I could live w/o the office BS) In fact, I helped two women secure employment this week and both were so happy. One even said I was the "bomb" - that is much better than being told to F-off :)

The whole point of this blog entry is this: I am a lifer. There is a Supervisors position opening up in my office and I am qualified, but I don't think I would want to take it. One of the reasons is because I would no longer work with clients. Secondly, there is less flex time and more paperwork (God I hate paperwork) Another is because I have breasts--I would have more success putting skis on my shoulders and trying to get thru a revolving door than being a woman and getting hired for this position. I guess I should be mad at the unfairness of it but I am not planning on burning my bra just yet. Believe it or not, the work I am doing leaves the world a little better each day I go to work. Maybe not huge social change, but little baby steps.

I am not trying to get mystical at this point, but sometimes I think it was my destiny to help others. Or, I got lucky and fell into this line of work, because I did not want to have to take Math courses in college. Either way-I am okay with where I am and for how long I have been at it (and 4 weeks of Vacation doesn't hurt either).

I may just apply for the Supervisors job--just to shake things up--plus it never hurts to interview.

2005-11-30T09:54:00.001-05:00

Let me tell you about a lucky penny.

Roughly about 18 months ago they repaved King Street in Lancaster City. Two days after the work was done, I was crossing King Street and noticed a penny heads up. Of course, being the change saving person I am (Scotland Fund), I reached down to pick it up. Here is the kicker, it was stuck solid in the tar on the street and here I am on a street with pretty busy traffic trying to pick it up. Several days later I must have forgotten that the penny was stuck and I did the same thing again. Now since I was so dumb twice and did not get hit by a car, I consider it my lucky penny. Everyday when I cross King Street, I make sure I step on that penny to remind me that I have some luck and it never ceases to make me smile. So if you are ever in my work neighborhood feel free to share in my luck and step on the penny.

2005-11-28T20:43:00.000-05:00

CONGRATS MARK AND SHARON!!!!!!!!!
Check out the details.....

2005-11-28T19:07:00.000-05:00

Home: Survived Thanksgiving/15th HS Reunion.

It was an interesting weekend to say the least. Thanksgiving day was as close to perfect as possible. Good food, peaceful and relaxing. Our extended family unit has divided over an incident that happened this summer. Long story short-My cousin fell in love with a great guy, got pregnant, got married and my Mom and I supported them-therefore making us the "Daughters of Satan". So we had a few less people at the dinner table. Which for the record was their choice. I was bummed out for about 5 minutes got over it and enjoyed a room full of people who got along--until Friday came along....

On Friday, My mom and I got into our every seven years blow out fight over something really stupid. For me to say I was a little upset, is an understatement. We made up and all, but I am still feeling tender. It made me start thinking living in Las Vegas or somewhere far, would have its perks. In fact-Ted and I even talked about it. But sometimes people disagree and fight, what shows how big of a person you are is how you handle the fall out. My feelings will mend, so will hers and we will be a stronger family for it.

On to Saturday-My 15th HS Reunion was a blast!!! It went great. About half the class showed up and hung out at the Landmark in Glassboro. It was great catching up with some people who I have not seen in 15 years, but mostly it was great hanging out with Liz, Lisa, and Erin (don't worry ang-we poured some out for you) Some embarrasing photos of me surfaced-now get your mind out of the gutter-it was just pics of me dressed up as a cupid for school spirit day. One of my classmates wives said she saw a video of me-again get your mind out of the gutter-dressed as a Red Cross blood drop supporting the school's blood drive. Yikes-have I done some nutty things in my day.

Some other little tid bits about the weekend: Had two photo shoots, did pretty good in Trivial Pursuit but lousy in Poker, saw Harry Potter "Goblet of Fire" and got to visit with Erin's parents who are the nicest people! All in all a whirlwind weekend!!

2005-11-23T09:06:00.000-05:00

T-Minus 10 seconds to blast off....

Note to self: Do not leave packing for a family of five to the morning you plan to leave for a 5 day trip. It is very stressful and you will start the DSD and yell at Ted (and he somewhat deserves it) So take 5 minutes and attempt to be funny on your blog then get your ass back to work.

2005-11-19T22:14:00.000-05:00

What I have learned/What has been going on since November 3rd:

1. I officially have a new sister-in-law!! Mark and Sharon were married last weekend and the wedding/reception was a blast. Ben did a great job as a "ring barrier" and I did not flub my reading.

2. Ben lost his first tooth.

3. Alex is not going to qualify for speech therapy as of February. This of course is kick butt news! He is caught up-Woo-Hoo!!

4. Cate is singing like no ones business-she may be the next American Idol.

5. My business cards for Just Be. Photography by Beth Cardwell are in and look awesome!

6. My new obsession for the business is Photo Collages. I think it would be cool to be able to offer this to my customers. I posted one of Alex that I did today.

7. I completely cleaned out my closet-did not find any skeletons. Trying to organize and simplify my life, so it makes sense to start with my closet.

8. Went to a training in Penn State, where I found out I am a "Socializer". Holy Crap I never would have guessed that-

9. It is to my understanding that I am going to get some help at regular work-I am seriously holding my breath on this -I have been running around like a crazy headless chicken and could really use to lessen the load. I hope whoever they hire is not snarky.

10. When you have to be around mean complainers, you should not be surprised when they complain meanly about you--so be prepared and don't let the bitches get you down :)

11. Kelly--I am just adding this line to see if you are reading this.

12. BYOC-(Bring your own craft) Nite was great and it was a packed house--I love the woman in my Woman's Group. I have not laughed so hard in a while.

13. I have a new found respect for recording artists--after 13 hours in the studio, the CD that Michelle and I are recording is about half finished. It sounds great and I can't wait to share more details with everyone soon!

14. My 15 year High School Reunion is one week away. There have been some last minute stuff to take care of, but I am looking forward to hanging out with the G-Boro peeps next weekend.

Well that is it, I am hoping that I can blog more consistantly now that things are settling down a bit. Peace out.

2005-11-19T22:06:00.000-05:00

Just some pics I had a chance to get today of Alex in his sweater and hat!

2005-11-03T14:20:00.000-05:00

WELCOME NOVEMBER!!

Man this year has flown by!! I can not believe it is almost over, with so much left to do! Mark and Sharon's Wedding is in a week, I am going to be in the studio with my friend Michelle on Saturday recording a childrens CD (don't worry I'll give you more info when its done), I am scheduled for 2 out of town trainings, Ben's B-day, My HS reunion, Thanksgiving and Christmas and all the craziness that goes with those holidays and oh yeah that photography business I started.

God, I love this life! Anyone close to me knows to ignore my bitchin' because most times it is just stress or being a "real" woman again. I am working on that as well-trying to not to get into the DSD :)

A couple of goals for the rest of the year: 1.) Scrapbook more- I have not made time to scrapbook, and I am bummed out that my Creative Cult friend Margo is closing her CM business after almost 5 years 2.) Start Training- I will run in the Red Rose Run 2006. 3.) Make more of everyday-

2005-10-28T19:47:00.000-05:00

HERE WE GO!!!!!

I am for hire!!! Just Be. Photography by Beth Cardwell is open for business. I am sending away for my cards this weekend and filing for my federal and state tax #. This is it! There is still ALOT that I have to learn about digital, but I am getting it. Pretty siked at this point. Ted still thinks I am not going to be charging enough, but I look at it as a way to get paid for one of my hobbies. When my confidence is to the point where I can't fit my head through the door, then maybe I will raise my prices. I just don't see myself ever wanting to have to deal with proofs and picture packages. In the end the customer is the one making out like a bandit, but I am okay with that. This is just my part time job :)

So if your reading this and have not checked it out already, go to www.bethcardwell.com
and take a look at my portfoilo, and of course tell everyone you know as well.